One of Masaki’s (an imaginary friend) poems is sticking to my heart and echoing just the words I want to speak. For him, it’s dedicated to smoking, but for me, it’s for blogs. I can’t just leave blogging even if exams are knocking at the door! 😦 It’s making me feel guilty and sad but I don’t know what can I do… I am trapped! 😦
Addiction
Don’t know how it began,
Don’t know why it’s so strong,
Don’t know, why for me, it’s right,
Even if I know the wrongs;
Don’t know what spell it casted,
Don’t know why I am in trance,
Don’t know how long my last one lasted,
Don’t know how to steal a glance;
Don’t know how to focus,
Don’t know how to leave,
Don’t know how to get back
In my back life and heave
A sigh of relief.
Don’t know how to break free,
Don’t know if I can dare,
Don’t know when it would be over,
And I could return back to my lair.
Den of Dreams 
I love this, in my eyes you are a wordsmith❤️
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Thank you, though the credits really go to Masaki-san. He’s having hard time and so am I 😦
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❤️much love❤️
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Thank you 🙂
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Why are you having a hard time? Exams?
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Umm… a mixture. Exams are a tiny little part. I quite like to study 🙂 But then, there are teenage problems I guess… quick mood changes, sudden anger, guilt, sadness, hyper emotions… and most of all, hiding all the feelings.
Thanks for hearing me out 🙂
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No problem! We were all teenagers once upon a time.
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Thank you again… 😃
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Lovely post…👏👏👏
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Thank you 🙂
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My pleasure dear
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🙂 ❤ Thank you so much for calling me a dear 🙂
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😇
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Very beautifully written 👌.. Hope you get out of your hard time soon…much love to you ♥️
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Thank you 🙂 I will try ❤
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👍👍
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